2XiV

Mostly, I just want to be able to get it all done, as I have every other year, which is no longer an option. I am left to ponder my upcoming fate with the dread of not performing or of falling short.

I suspect the ?expectations? will somehow be met, only because I
couldn?t bear to let my children down during the most important season for meeting expectations. And I have set myself up for all of this, gladly, willingly, never expecting ?ill health? to interfere with our rituals and festivities. Never mind that this health condition was caused primarily by trying to cram five weeks worth of expectations into a ten day period when I over-booked myself with work, volunteering at my children?s schools at the same time I was expected to take care of many other obligations and promises to family and friends.
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